{"id":394,"date":"2015-01-04T21:51:08","date_gmt":"2015-01-04T13:51:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pukingrainbows.sinaapp.com\/?p=394"},"modified":"2015-09-01T15:06:01","modified_gmt":"2015-09-01T07:06:01","slug":"eamesarthur-like-a-trick-of-light-i-thought-i-could-move-on-author-cathy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/?p=394","title":{"rendered":"[Eames\/Arthur] like a trick of light (i thought i could move on) [Author: Cathy]"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/inception-kink.livejournal.com\/9742.html?thread=19298574#t19298574\" target=\"_blank\">http:\/\/inception-kink.livejournal.com\/9742.html?thread=19298574#t19298574<\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u7ec8\u4e8e\u6709\u4e86\u786c\u585e\u5206\u7c7b\uff0c\u867d\u7136\u4f30\u8ba1\u4e5f\u4e0d\u4f1a\u6709\u66f4\u591a\u7684rec\u4e86\uff08\u3002\uff09<\/p>\n<p>bottom!Arthur\uff08\u6709\u6ca1\u6709\u9006\u4e0d\u8bb0\u5f97\u4e86<\/p>\n<p>\u90a3\u4f1a\u513f\u6211\u8fd8\u5e74\u8f7b\u6ca1\u770b\u8fc7\u4ec0\u4e48angst\uff08\u5176\u5b9e\u5728SPN\u5708\u5e94\u8be5\u4e5f\u5df2\u7ecf\u770b\u4e86\u4e0d\u5c11\u4e86\uff09\uff0c\u88ab\u8fd9\u4e2a\u5355\u7bad\u5934\u5413\u5f97\u4e00\u6123\u4e00\u6123\u7684\u3002<\/p>\n<p>\u5927\u4f53\u4e0a\u5c31\u662ffuck buddies\u53d8\u771f\u7231\uff08\u5355\u65b9\u9762\uff09\u7684\u6545\u4e8b\u3002\u60b2\u4f24\u548c\u865a\u65e0\u4e4b\u95f4\u4e00\u6478\u6e7f\u9009\u62e9\u4e86\u60b2\u4f24\u5440\uff08\u70df<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>You wake up at the break of dawn and you keep your eyes closed. You focus on the heavy sound of your own breathing, the feel of the cotton against your naked skin, the bone-empty feeling that always comes after having sex with Arthur. You don&#8217;t try to listen for Arthur&#8217;s breathing. You don&#8217;t try to search for his warmth next to you, or to hear the sound of his shoes scraping the floor as he puts them on to leave you. If you stay like this forever, half awake and half asleep, reaching out for nothing, looking for nothing, you could always think that Arthur was there next to you, asleep and content. You could always possess him in some small way, until the morning, until breakfast, until forever. It is a terrible limbo to be in, and you know, in your heart of hearts, that it will break you one day.<\/p>\n<p>But you&#8217;d rather have that than have nothing at all.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>\u859b\u5b9a\u8c14\u7684\u5c04\uff08x<\/p>\n<p>\u7279\u522b\u559c\u6b22\u8fd9\u7c7b\u5267\u60c5\uff0c\u548c\uff08\u4e0d\u7231\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\uff09\u5bf9\u65b9\u5728\u4e00\u8d77\u611f\u5230\u75db\u82e6\uff0c\u4f46\u4e0d\u5728\u4e00\u8d77\u66f4\u52a0\u75db\u82e6\uff0c\u4e24\u5bb3\u76f8\u6743\u53d6\u5176\u8f7b\uff0c\u8fd8\u662f\u8ddf\u5bf9\u65b9\u5728\u4e00\u8d77\u5427\u3002<\/p>\n<p>\uff08\u5bf9\u65b9\u8981\u662f\u4eba\u592a\u5584\u826f\u4e0d\u5fcd\u5fc3\u62d2\u7edd\u5c31\u66f4\u68d2\uff0c\u79d1\u79d1\uff09<\/p>\n<p>\uff08\u5927\u592b\u6211\u8fd8\u6709\u6551\u5417\uff09<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>http:\/\/inception-kink.liv&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/?p=394\">Continue Reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">[Eames\/Arthur] like a trick of light (i thought i could move on) [Author: Cathy]<\/span> <i class=\"fas fa-angle-right\"><\/i><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,16,40],"tags":[108,122],"class_list":["post-394","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fandom-inception","category-pairing-eamesarthur","category-posted-by-anhedonia","tag-kink-unrequited-love","tag-word-count-5000-10000","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=394"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=394"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=394"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=394"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}