{"id":860,"date":"2015-02-09T22:42:55","date_gmt":"2015-02-09T14:42:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pukingrainbows.sinaapp.com\/?p=860"},"modified":"2015-09-01T15:06:00","modified_gmt":"2015-09-01T07:06:00","slug":"fraserrayk-not-buddies-author-starfish","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/springinfialta.net\/?p=860","title":{"rendered":"[Fraser\/RayK] Not Buddies [Author: Starfish]"},"content":{"rendered":"

http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/96520<\/a><\/p>\n

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My thumbs are wet now — he’s started leaking tears. I can’t call it crying ’cause it’s not, but it’s some kind of reaction anyway. I think back to a story I loved when I was a kid — The Snow Queen. I don’t know the details anymore, but there was a kid and his heart was frozen ’cause he had a sliver of ice in his eye. Something like that. And then he cried, and it melted, and everything was fine again.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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“Okay, then. The other part is … extra. I can live without you in my bed, Fraser, but I do need you for the rest of the stuff.” He shrugs. “So I’ll take what I can get.”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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I know my tone of voice betrays the sudden bitter disappointment I feel. I had thought that Ray would … fight more about this. It suddenly seems he has given up far too easily. I look down at our hands, still joined between us, and loosen my grasp.<\/p>\n

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Now that he is back to his normal teasing self, I feel a bit safer in saying, “I thought you’d argue with me a bit more.”<\/p>\n

The smile is gone now, replaced by a puzzled frown. “What — you\u00a0want<\/span>\u00a0me to argue about this?”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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“It’s okay, I shouldn’t have asked that. Partners is enough for me. Partners and friends is all I need. Told you that already.”<\/p>\n

“It’s not all you\u00a0want<\/em>, though.”<\/p>\n

“Listen, Ben, I’ve been wanting stuff I can’t have all my life. Starting with wanting to not need glasses, so I could look like the cool kids. Sometimes I get what I want, but usually I don’t. I’m kind of used to it.”<\/p>\n

“So I’m … 20\/20 vision?”<\/p>\n

“Nah, I gave up on that one. Maybe … a pony for Christmas, a Red Rider BB gun, and the million-dollar lotto number.”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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You want to know what his definition of love is? It’s when the other person’s happiness becomes more important than your own.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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A little boy who has a goldfish wants a dog and enumerates all the things a pup can do that a fish can’t. His mom says, “‘We’ll see,'” which really means, ‘NO.'” Finally, after looking “irritated but sorrowful,” she says, “Well, if you can’t have what you want, want what you have.”<\/span> The boy takes a look at his pet and soon finds that he can train it to catch sticks, climb steps, and wag its tail.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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