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Another harsh sigh. “Oi, there’s no nice way to say it, Ray. I lied to him. I deliberately forced memories of… well… you and me. You’ll find out soon enough, and I’m hoping forewarned is forearmed. I did it because… crikey, mate, I’m not even sure. I ruined everything with you this time around, and I don’t… I don’t want it to end like that.”<\/p>\n

Original Chuck was sounding more like Clone Chuck by the second. If anyone had told Raleigh that the original Chuck would ever talk to him like this, he’d have laughed until he threw up.<\/p>\n

“Basically, I imagined I did pretty much everything the opposite of what I actually did from the moment I found you reading in the mess at fuck o’clock in the morning after our fight.” Wincing, he briefly touched the cut on his nose. “I had maybe my first chance to fix my shit that night, and I didn’t do it, and I spent the rest of the night trying to picture what would’ve happened if I’d sat down and asked what the fuck you were doing instead of walking away like a fucking coward.”<\/p>\n

So… they were wishful thinking? The fake memories? Was that what Chuck was saying?<\/p>\n

“Look, I want you to know what I did ahead of time so you’ll have a chance to get your head around it, mate. I lied to the clone so he can come to you like I should have, without all the attitude, knowing what the fuck he wants.”<\/p>\n

Raleigh’s mouth opened, his breath coming short.<\/p>\n

“Don’t… please don’t hold him responsible for my fuck-ups, Ray. Please. And don’t worry that he’s not me, because… because he’ll actually be more me than I am right now. He’ll say the things I can’t. He’s… mate, he’s me without this stupid fucking fear of rejection, so I need you to promise me you’ll at least give him a chance, yeah? Will you promise me that?”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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