[Fraser/RayK] Not Buddies [Author: Starfish]

http://archiveofourown.org/works/96520

非常古典风格（那是什么风格）的炮友梗。

和F莫名其妙就搞上了的RK，作死吻了F，被对方一把推开。Ray问“Why”，Fraser说“I can’t”，Ray准备说“That’s not buddies”，突然惊觉这已经不是buddies了，一时吓傻当场。不过Ray一秒钟就接受了这个事实，顺势“I love you”，结果被Fraser告知“Don’t”。

My thumbs are wet now — he’s started leaking tears. I can’t call it crying ’cause it’s not, but it’s some kind of reaction anyway. I think back to a story I loved when I was a kid — The Snow Queen. I don’t know the details anymore, but there was a kid and his heart was frozen ’cause he had a sliver of ice in his eye. Something like that. And then he cried, and it melted, and everything was fine again.

Ray又作死尝试了一次，依然未果。然后就默默地帮F系上衣服扣子目送他出门。（………………

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Fraser一出门就陷入了天人交战哦，回家抱着Dief哭了一通。第二天到局里Ray没事人一样跟他打招呼，这事遂算过去了。

过了几天Fraser发现Ray手腕上有淤青好像被人捏了，脱口而出“你在跟谁见面吗？” Ray非常不悦：“一般来说我只是闭眼躺平，不过偶尔也能看到一眼。”两人不欢而散。Fraser不想回去使馆于是在雨中漫步起来，走着走着真巧啊走到了Ray家楼下（。

Ray放他进屋，两人谈了谈（内容大致上还是诸如Fraser怕自己没了自制力会伤害Ray之类（等一下，说好的被Victoria伤得很深十年怕井绳呢），得以和解。于是Ray问Fraser要不要送他回去，Fraser“诶？”

“Okay, then. The other part is … extra. I can live without you in my bed, Fraser, but I do need you for the rest of the stuff.” He shrugs. “So I’ll take what I can get.”

天了噜！RayK！爱小狗一辈子遛金鱼过余生噜！*此处有梗

然而，这会儿轮到Fraser瞎胡闹了……

I know my tone of voice betrays the sudden bitter disappointment I feel. I had thought that Ray would … fight more about this. It suddenly seems he has given up far too easily. I look down at our hands, still joined between us, and loosen my grasp.

[……]

Now that he is back to his normal teasing self, I feel a bit safer in saying, “I thought you’d argue with me a bit more.”

The smile is gone now, replaced by a puzzled frown. “What — you want me to argue about this?”

不作死就不会死Fraser你怎么就是不明白！

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总之，Ray很听话地跟他吵了起来，但是不一会Ray就揭穿了Fraser的阴谋目的，于是吵架变成了循循善诱谆谆开导，如此深情耐心有节操没脾气说咋地就咋地的RayK好像还是头一次见哈

“It’s okay, I shouldn’t have asked that. Partners is enough for me. Partners and friends is all I need. Told you that already.”

“It’s not all you want, though.”

“Listen, Ben, I’ve been wanting stuff I can’t have all my life. Starting with wanting to not need glasses, so I could look like the cool kids. Sometimes I get what I want, but usually I don’t. I’m kind of used to it.”

“So I’m … 20/20 vision?”

“Nah, I gave up on that one. Maybe … a pony for Christmas, a Red Rider BB gun, and the million-dollar lotto number.”

天了噜！RayK！爱小狗一辈子遛金鱼过余生噜！

当然最后Ray还是得到了他的小狗（以及一条伴郎半狼），此处按下不表。

 

这篇里RayK引用海叔对爱的定义也是把我吓得够呛，还是来自那本我看了20%就哭着扔了的《异乡异客》（。

You want to know what his definition of love is? It’s when the other person’s happiness becomes more important than your own.

海叔你我。（“这不是你最喜欢的吗？”by条姐）

总之，是篇非常古典风格的炮友梗。（当我谈论古典风格的时候我谈论的……大概是正反合辩证发展的三段式（。）

 

 

注：

“爱小狗一辈子，遛金鱼过余生”这个梗来自于我某次在兔麻麻家看到的一本童书《DogFish》←Amazon.com链接

大概的剧情是这样的……（以下来自亚马逊简介）

A little boy who has a goldfish wants a dog and enumerates all the things a pup can do that a fish can’t. His mom says, “‘We’ll see,'” which really means, ‘NO.'” Finally, after looking “irritated but sorrowful,” she says, “Well, if you can’t have what you want, want what you have.” The boy takes a look at his pet and soon finds that he can train it to catch sticks, climb steps, and wag its tail.

……………………………………小朋友们看了这种书还能好好谈恋爱吗！！！！！！！！！！！！！