http://archiveofourown.org/works/3497165
遛金鱼。应该有个遛金鱼tag（于是我加了一个
大致讲的是，插克死掉六个月后，爹叫上萝莉到dome的地下室去，给他看了一个插克的副本。插克之前在澳大利亚时参加了某个克隆实验，因此有了这么一个东西。为了方便区分，我们跟上上上一篇F/K一样叫他插克*吧。
以下剧透。
爹其实是要征求萝莉的意见要不要启动这个插克*，因为他觉得这其实就是插克的阴谋计划，是为了自己死后爹还有个念想。萝莉就开导了爹一番，最后爹还是决定把插克*叫醒。
插克*一醒来就连珠炮一样“爹？！我们关上breach没有？！Ray？！说话啊？！你们怎么都这样看着我？！我咋啦？！Ray你别装纯啦我们昨晚还搞了快告诉我发生了什么事！！”
萝莉连忙大叫“sir别信他我俩连手都没握过！”
然后爹就直截了当地告诉插克*说“你是个clone，插克已经死了”。插克*不敢相信且吓坏了。
后来就……插克*不断跟萝莉示好，萝莉也没出息地觉得这个性格好百倍的插克*比原来的插克好相处多了嘛，然后他俩就……关系变得很好。
一开始的惊吓过去，插克*对自己副本的身份接受得超级良好，居然还能跟萝莉拿这一点开玩笑（这才不是我的插克！！！！！！
嗯再后来就……萝莉和插克*一起玩电影马拉松，萝莉喝得有点多了之后回自己房间睡觉，第二天早上收到了一条视频信息，是原来的插克在死前设定的定时消息。
插克跟萝莉坦白说副本以为我们两个搞过这事是我干的，是因为他想让两人有一个重新开始的机会。他因为太过傲娇一直不肯跟萝莉和解，为了弥补这个过失，他篡改了副本的记忆。
Another harsh sigh. “Oi, there’s no nice way to say it, Ray. I lied to him. I deliberately forced memories of… well… you and me. You’ll find out soon enough, and I’m hoping forewarned is forearmed. I did it because… crikey, mate, I’m not even sure. I ruined everything with you this time around, and I don’t… I don’t want it to end like that.”
Original Chuck was sounding more like Clone Chuck by the second. If anyone had told Raleigh that the original Chuck would ever talk to him like this, he’d have laughed until he threw up.
“Basically, I imagined I did pretty much everything the opposite of what I actually did from the moment I found you reading in the mess at fuck o’clock in the morning after our fight.” Wincing, he briefly touched the cut on his nose. “I had maybe my first chance to fix my shit that night, and I didn’t do it, and I spent the rest of the night trying to picture what would’ve happened if I’d sat down and asked what the fuck you were doing instead of walking away like a fucking coward.”
So… they were wishful thinking? The fake memories? Was that what Chuck was saying?
“Look, I want you to know what I did ahead of time so you’ll have a chance to get your head around it, mate. I lied to the clone so he can come to you like I should have, without all the attitude, knowing what the fuck he wants.”
Raleigh’s mouth opened, his breath coming short.
“Don’t… please don’t hold him responsible for my fuck-ups, Ray. Please. And don’t worry that he’s not me, because… because he’ll actually be more me than I am right now. He’ll say the things I can’t. He’s… mate, he’s me without this stupid fucking fear of rejection, so I need you to promise me you’ll at least give him a chance, yeah? Will you promise me that?”
……坦白地说我觉得GutterBall这篇文整体来说并没有好到那种程度，但是插克这段自白真是，啊，so 自私 very 任性，这样的插克我好喜欢。
至于那个完美坦率可爱动人的副本……跟萝莉在一起也是很好啦，嘛。
（感觉若换做会长或我来写这个故事的话很可能会走萝莉①对插克根本没意思②爱本尊一辈子遛副本过一生③死了，白费插克一番苦心，这三种路线其中之一）
（有病吃药）
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