[Eames/Arthur] like a trick of light (i thought i could move on) [Author: Cathy]

http://inception-kink.livejournal.com/9742.html?thread=19298574#t19298574

终于有了硬塞分类，虽然估计也不会有更多的rec了（。）

bottom!Arthur（有没有逆不记得了

那会儿我还年轻没看过什么angst（其实在SPN圈应该也已经看了不少了），被这个单箭头吓得一愣一愣的。

大体上就是fuck buddies变真爱（单方面）的故事。悲伤和虚无之间一摸湿选择了悲伤呀（烟

You wake up at the break of dawn and you keep your eyes closed. You focus on the heavy sound of your own breathing, the feel of the cotton against your naked skin, the bone-empty feeling that always comes after having sex with Arthur. You don’t try to listen for Arthur’s breathing. You don’t try to search for his warmth next to you, or to hear the sound of his shoes scraping the floor as he puts them on to leave you. If you stay like this forever, half awake and half asleep, reaching out for nothing, looking for nothing, you could always think that Arthur was there next to you, asleep and content. You could always possess him in some small way, until the morning, until breakfast, until forever. It is a terrible limbo to be in, and you know, in your heart of hearts, that it will break you one day.

But you’d rather have that than have nothing at all.

薛定谔的射（x

特别喜欢这类剧情，和（不爱自己的）对方在一起感到痛苦，但不在一起更加痛苦，两害相权取其轻，还是跟对方在一起吧。

（对方要是人太善良不忍心拒绝就更棒，科科）

（大夫我还有救吗）